If Only,

If only,
you lived next door.
on a distant star,
Or moon.
Or on the blackened edge of a galaxy.
Some place, 
any place.
That I could go to.
While in this flimsy vessel,
this leaking box,
a broken soul.

Something More

No.
There's Nothing more.
Of course there isn't!
Why would there be?
Something More?
What a bore.
a sore in your side.
What?
d-don't be silly.
they told you to lose hope
So lose it!
forget it!
On the side, 
of the road.
Open up the box,
and let it go.
This is our life.
Nothing more.
Because something,
is nothing.

Forget.

Please.
Forgive me.
Forget everything I said.
Your memories,
Please,
throw them away.
I don't want to be remembered
As the,
Dull mind,
Drab heart,
Dark eyes,
Distant smile,
Disgusting love.
I'd rather you just forget.
Forget.
for...
get...
me.

Recall

I remember.
But,
do you?
Those lost and listless days,
that apparently, have passed me by.
But.
You can't answer.
Your lips or locked,
by time
Mistakes.
By words,
you will never say.
I would hold your hand,
but.
The future,
that they would have had 
is gone.
My tears wont fall.
And so,
I cry.
Because,
I don't remember.

Song for the Apathetic

I thought I'd link a song that I wrote for a charity event called the project for awesome where we raised over 75,000 dollars for charities chosen by the Nerdfighter community.
LINK

Nothing

Sleeping far beyond the surface
Broken hearts are far beyond my reach
Limbs and branches calling out my name
but I hear nothing

A paragraph or two of a simple song
has buried me
A simple prayer with a silver coil
has murdered me

Living far beyond the silence
All this life is far beyond my reach
the sun and moon are smiling at me
But I see
Nothing.

What I leanred

It's the flow of life
That slips between breaths.
Torn pieces
Fluttering skyward
In a splendid cacophony
Singing, Sleeping on eyelashes
A broken wing to sing
you to sleep,
Or a song, locked
inside of your mind

Dripping streams
Puddling in my irises
Seeing so much
Being,
So much

Lost for words,
Or song?
Then sit and let the
Wave of motion,
Sunlight, particles, specks of dust-
Let it consume you,
Become you,
So that no spot of dark humanity
Is left

So that words and
melodies are one
Souls crying out,
Searching for a voice,
And ears.

Too much, too little
Shattered-
Incomplete-
Forgotten-
Nothing.

Clouded veins,
Blocking my sight
The eyes of the soul,
blinded.
Too much,
Too great,
Too little.
Or nothing at all.

Can I see?
Un peel the scales,
and be?